YouTube - 超級星光大道 SE2 - 一對一PK賽(上) part9

YouTube - 超級星光大道 SE2 - 一對一PK賽(上) part9

我真没用

原本来到KL能有更好的前景，那里知道我的经济状况却是越来越差。我实在有很多东西要自己掏腰包给钱，包括保险，供车，房租，交通，膳食还有其他的生活费。我真的很亏欠妈妈这个月没有给他家用。 最令我反感的是连我出去见客户的车油和Toll钱迟迟没有Claim回。变成我现在的工钱成了不动资金，形成金钱封锁。看来我真的不能够呆下去了。看来我要食言了。当初是谁要来KL做工的？在这里生活的现实牢牢的烙印着我的心里。看来很大可能回去老家北海发展。希望自己能够在爸爸妈妈在世时候好好的照顾他们。那我就不用觉得遗憾和惭愧了。

有大学文凭又怎样？

终于轮到我毕业典礼了。每年看到无数人毕业，但每一次都是凑热闹。我觉得像以前的我去看人家毕业，抛 seniors还欢喜快乐过毕业的人。久违不见的朋友在那天也是匆匆忙忙的拍照留念，都没有时间叙旧。 人越大了越多愁善感。很多很多东西都要顾虑。要想想那份薪水除了要给屋租，车油，膳食之外，还要供车，供保险，而且还要还PTPTN. 我现在很想知道我的老爸怎样养活我们四个瓜。打工赚钱真不容易。大学四年的光景真让人怀念。不需要看人家的面色，不需要每天向上司报告今天作了些什么。读书时代是那么自由自在和单纯的。读书和工作的鸿沟实在是太大了。在外头工作打拼，回到家里又没有可以交谈的朋友。有什么苦闷都只有自己知道。不知道那么苦闷的日子几时才可以过去。每一次想要回家却是碰到公共假期。不是我不想回家，而是回家的路途遥远，又要跟人家挤去争车票，不然就要费精神费金钱驾车回去。每一次播起张栋梁的“爸爸妈妈 ”，我都不尽被他的歌词的意境感动的掉泪。歌词如下

恨不得快点　长大
天下父母都这般期盼着我们啊
我们已健康　成长
快来祈祷父母长命百岁啊
请记得要常回家看看爸爸和妈妈
简单的一顿饭他们也开心很久啊
随便聊一些话
或随意呆在家
父母的伟大是从不要求我们报答
生活的压力　真大
爸爸妈妈多苦也撑起了一个家
我的一点点　挫败
说历经沧桑仍微不足道啊
请给我多一点时间证明给你们看
请原谅我的能力有限再要努力啊
偶尔我没回家或工作到天亮
偶尔你慰问的电话让我充满力量
父母的伟大穷我一生也难以报答
我们要把握时光来疼爱爸爸　妈妈

Sales is my cup of tea?

Hello. Good morning may I speak to ......... After one n a half month taking this job, I found that doing sales is not easy. Everything u said (phone conversation, appointment with customers) all is Arts. But one thing I like is I can always going outside meet customers. Though i know from my childhood till now I'm the person who like to entertain people or make people fun. If u cannot change the environment, u must self-changing (改变自己) . Though this is my first job - sales engineer, is quite a self-motivating job. If I do not work hard, I won't have commission apart from my basic salary. Everyone knows the first job will not last long. Hope I won't easily find another job. Actually I'm not satisfy why M.C. will become unpaid during my probation. What if I fall a sick for one week ? Then my paid will cut down for 1 week. It's terrible.. terrible. Why during probation Saturday is compulsory to work half day instead of alternate. Like this Conclusion, my boss is a stingy, kiam siap person. Hope my probation will fast fast going through.

New lease of Life

It has passed the first week of my first job. Now I know working and study are totally different. Frankly to said, im felt a bit down. Most of the time im doing exercise and hardly using any PC. Learning, learning n learning on this very first stage. Im not doing any job in KL before that. It is the first trial for me working here. I can speak cantonese which is my mother tongue freely and widely. Also english as well. But I have to improve and brush up my english. Im not sure my job can last long or not, but I will try my effort to adapt this sales life. Im not kind of person who like to entertain people and make laught. But nothing in this world is borned great speaker or sales person. Luckily, my colleagues are all very good and helpful. Life is easier with them. Hope this two or three months can easily pass through. Gambate Tony.

意难忘 13-07-2007 13:10

这是我第一次独自一人驾车从北海下来KL。临别之前，爸妈不忘记吩咐万事都要小心。没有跟爸妈拥抱，就招招手驾着车离开了安乐窝。不到五分钟，我的眼眶就流了一排又一排的泪水。那时很想回头跟爸妈说临别的话语，但是我并没有这么做。爸妈含辛茹苦的养育了我们。渐渐长大了的我们却要离开了他们。顿时觉得自己很不孝和忘本。我一直认为待在北海，我的生活圈子一直都是原地踏步。除了家人以外，我就很少参朋友出来玩或者聊天。唯一眷恋的就是我的家人。家里就是避风港。遇到什么挫折，家人必定毫不犹豫的出来撑腰。希望他们都明白我的‘一意孤行’。有可能将来会回到槟城发展。毕竟那是生于斯，长于斯的故乡。

My Sunny Paradise in Sabah

Sabah - A Sunny Paradise

I really love the lands of Sabah which is unspoiled and well preserved, especially the Kinabalu Park which covers Mt. Kinabalu. No wonder there are so many tourists from Korea, Japan, European and even America coming to Sabah - Land Below the Wind.
It was DAY 2 in Sabah. We went to Tunku Abdul Rahman Park by boat from sutera harbor. It is the first time I came across the scenic and awesome beautiful beaches in Sabah. Even the Manukan island near the KK city (around 20 mins from boat) is already quite awesome. I cannot imagine the island which is far from the lands like Pulau Layang-layang or Sipadan are truly ultimate and wonderful. It's really a paradise for the divers, swimmers and sun-bathers.
It was DAY 4 in Sabah. We were going to Kudat and Tips of Borneo. It's a long journey to there (3 hrs). When we arrived the Tips of Borneo in 12pm noon sharp. The sun was extremely hot as if we were barbecued. What we were doing there? We only took photographs. The background is really beautiful. The scenario is same like our water brush drawing. The colour is from shallow blue to dark blue. We all like professional photographer took tons of shoots and poses. Finally we had lots of desktop background. Awesome, awesome and awesome !!!!

Forest in Kinabalu Park

One the route to Laban Rata (pitt stop for overnite), we had experienced the unusual trees and plants from the starting point (Timpohan Gate). When we climbed up one big steps, the scenario will be different. The cloud surrounded us as if we were in the Heaven. The forest is really preserved well under Sabah authority. If you ask me which place in Malaysia is fantastic and unique, sure I will say Kinabalu Park.

A Quest to Mt Kinabalu

On the DAY 7 of KK Trip, after we slept overnight at one of the chalet in Kinabalu Park, we arrived in Timpohon Gate on the morning by their chartered van. At first we were very excited as gathered there.

一个人的沉思

望着一片大海，不知道自己要往哪里去。那时要毕业了，才发现大学四年来说要做的东西或计划都没有完成。茫茫的人生海海，希望找到一盏导航灯照亮迷路的船只。

终于决定了

我终于想清楚了。我要继续留在KL发展。虽然是离开了父母亲，少了很大的荫护，但我会继续用我的能力去创造美好的未来。 PJ的朋友，我又回来了。经过无数的斟酌， 我还是舍不得那边的朋友。
不排除可能将来会去槟城。毕竟那时我的老家啊。 我相信只要对得起自己，家人，和上帝，我都会尽力去做。
一直以来我都很犹豫毕业后要往那里去。现在我已经有明确的方向了。不管过后会面对无数的挑战， 都盼望都有上帝的带领和赐福。
我套用《花样少男少女》的一个经典的对白。“趁年轻的时候要做出一些疯狂的事情，逃避比做错决定更糟糕”。很多时候我太过理智和计较，让很多机会都白白的流失。我虽然对这些偶像剧不太有兴趣，但剧中的元秋叶所讲的这番话无时无刻都烙印在我心里深处。太有意识了！
现在是我休闲的时间。再过不久我就踏上职业生涯了。各位加油吧！